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Like a shallow sleep……9 mars have a nice dayI don't remenber who recommend this movie to me, but from my perspective it is a very special movie. My Own Private Idaho Pale sky, dry grass, and an endless road extending to the horizon Hawk howling, bug noise, and silence Hustlers live at the bottom of the world Cracking lives, desperate Some of them live by stripping, some of them are just passengers. They are different. Passengers can quit any time they like, the street life is just one of their options. But for the others, this is all they got. Mike is just one of them, he is professional. His life is full of lies. He got a dream to follow. From Portland to Idaho, from America to Rome. He loves someone, a passenger, whom he shouldnt love. But the one he loved just spared him off and left with a girl as the passengers are privileged. He is doomed to go on his own road. Nobody or nothing can save him from it. Even if the road is fucked up, even if the road has no end. He will just sleep, wake, hustle and then sleep, on the road, of his own. This is no pain, for him, this is life. I guess I understand the misery from this movie, but I don't wanna and maybe will never know it. I got my own road to drag on. 3 mars for some onesome one flashing walk into my sight
some one expected never come into my life some one loving me, hope they will be OK some one i'm looking at, don't pass by just one more thing... the people we have lost, or the dreams that have faded, never forget them 27 août just for boring melong time not being here. this place has totally changed into a wasteland, haha
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even though i'm here right now, but i still got nothing to say. i do want to say something, anything, but nothing come.
i guess this results from all my boring summer vacation. i'm tring to figure out why, but still nothing.
maybe it's because i got no one around me.
i tried so hard to find some new BFs(i mean best friend), but it doesnt work.
i pretended to be interesting in something they were into so that we can have something to talk, however, i found i was just wasting my time in pleasing them and not being myself
and eventually they are not really pleased.
i'm so tired of being another guy.
we have nothing in common.
and still i'm sick of their cheap taste, them chasing shallow pleasure in vulgar entertainment and seeking quick success and instant benefits.
why should i compromise?
do i really have some problems in social?
is it because i feel lack of friends and they dont?
or all the things bothering me is my illusion?
i feel lonely sometimes. 29 mars 飛べない翼好久没有来这个小地方了
由于台湾发生了地震，震断了N条光缆，所以前段时间不能登陆上来
现在终于可以进来了
不知道大家有没有忘记这里
反正我是差不多快忘了
最近看了那部电影《关于莉莉周的一切》
慢节奏的电影 但不拖沓
14岁的青春 灰色阴郁
因为希望而坠落 因为现实而真实 因为痛苦而信仰
你的14是岁怎样？是否如此绵长感伤
我已经不十分记得我的了
里面的一首插曲，听听看吧
飛べない翼 不能飞翔的翅膀
by リリイ シュシュ
校庭が歪んで见えた 斜视着的校园 白い体操着が见えた 白色体操服映入眼帘 カラスが低く空 乌鸦在低空 飞んだ 盘旋着 黒い羽を 请把黑色的羽毛 少しだけ分けてください 分我一些 空に伸びた阶段 通往天空的阶梯 そこまで手が届かない 却无法用手抓住 夕暮れの空はあかく 夕阳的天空猩红一片 みんなの视线 冷たく 人们眼神冷漠 そして大きな石が 然后巨石 空から落ちてきて 自天而降 あたしを押しつぶす 将我压碎 私の心には见えた 还能看到我心里 取り残されていくものが 残存的东西 あなたの言いわけや嘘は 那是你的狡辩和谎言 何の役にも立たない 什么用也没有 がらくたのよう 就像是垃圾 空に伸びた阶段 通往天空的阶梯 そこまで手が届かない 却无法用手抓住 夕暮れの空はあかく 夕阳的天空猩红一片 みんなの视线 冷たく 人们眼神冷漠 そして大きな云が 然后巨云 空から降りてきて 自天而降 あたしを隠していく 将我掩埋 机嫌直して生きよう 转换心情的重生 空のきれまからこぼれる 从天空的缝隙中溢出的亮光 光がまた动いてくるよ 依然在闪动 夕暮れの空はあかく 夕阳的天空猩红一片 もうすぐに暮れてしまう 黄昏转瞬即至 だから飞べない翼を 因此若把不能飞翔的翅膀 舍てたら 舍てたなら 丢掉 就这样丢掉 あたしは舞い上がろう 我将飞扬而上 だから飞べない翼を 因此把不能飞翔的翅膀 舍てたら 舍てたなら 蜕去 就这样蜕去 あたしは舞い上がろう 我将飞扬而上 12 décembre I'm not dead. 这段时间忙得有点。先是日语考试，然后是补日语考试准备期间的专业课。所幸考得还比较满意。
老是把事情搞得一团糟就不好了。
正在和马哲对视，打量着唯物辩证法的三大基本规律，和马克思、恩格斯及列宁打得火热。热得不行了，才想起这个快被遗忘的角落，赶快来COOL一下，做点热传递，也让这里稍微占点人气。现在只是期望明天能诞生一篇免考论文，好让我这个大三留下点漂亮的成绩。
冬天来了
我想起流浪的红舞鞋 17 août my girl, my girl今晚在网上找歌听
无意间又翻到了涅槃的这首老歌
结果我就神经质地翻来覆去听了个晚上
my girl, my girl
in the pines, in the pines
我想象自己在歇斯底里地狂吼
但是嘴里吐出的总是个个清晰的歌词
我想我是唱不出这种嘶哑挣扎的了
因为我是要生活在这个和谐健康安宁美好的社会里的人
而唱这首歌的Kurt Cobain是个不体面的人
是个疯子！
my girl! my girl!
in the pines! in the pines!
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